If you were born blind, and suddenly could see at the age of forty seven, there probably would not be a moment that went by for the remainder of your life that you did not appreciate the light.
When you are the child who is born into a dysfunctional family, who is unaware at how absurd, abnormal, or bazaar their families ways of communicating are, a veil is draped between you and Self.
Because of this veil you will go on through life feeling alien like in your own skin. Nothing will feel right. Nothing will make sense.
And you will believe in this darkness--and in this nothingness...and you will be pulled further and further away from the light of your soul.
The truth is--you were born divine.
The truth also is the pain you experience as you travel through life can and should be--and if you are here right now on 11-11-12--will be--your jumping off place for a future abundant life.
Finally when your mind conceives the understanding that the greater your pain--the greater your glory shall be--your awareness of self will expand, and your journey back to the light (self) shall begin.
The deeper your pain----the more magnificent your healing and the more sense your life---including your transcending your family's faulty genetics and your own pain body will make.
Until now you have been asleep--and separated from the light being you are. Until now, you did not understand you had the free will, and the choice to remove this veil at any point in time.
It is not necessary to look back and lose anymore of your seeds of time and question why not until now. If you are here...and hearing these words--know that your time is now 11-11-12.
As you heal, your emotional and vibrational offering shifts...Imagine if every wounded child of an ACoA embraced this healing information now--Imagine if all those breathing today in one giant wave began to remove the veils that separate them from self and divinity--Imagine the pure positive energy--imagine the love and the compassion for self that would flood our earth--and imagine the shift in mans consciousness that could occur on a mass level.
A new earth is upon us.
Brothers and sisters...if you are here--you are ready to begin your journey home to Self and meet the changes that are going on with our earth as it enters a new day.
Namaste....
When you are the child who is born into a dysfunctional family, who is unaware at how absurd, abnormal, or bazaar their families ways of communicating are, a veil is draped between you and Self.
Because of this veil you will go on through life feeling alien like in your own skin. Nothing will feel right. Nothing will make sense.
And you will believe in this darkness--and in this nothingness...and you will be pulled further and further away from the light of your soul.
The truth is--you were born divine.
The truth also is the pain you experience as you travel through life can and should be--and if you are here right now on 11-11-12--will be--your jumping off place for a future abundant life.
Finally when your mind conceives the understanding that the greater your pain--the greater your glory shall be--your awareness of self will expand, and your journey back to the light (self) shall begin.
The deeper your pain----the more magnificent your healing and the more sense your life---including your transcending your family's faulty genetics and your own pain body will make.
Until now you have been asleep--and separated from the light being you are. Until now, you did not understand you had the free will, and the choice to remove this veil at any point in time.
It is not necessary to look back and lose anymore of your seeds of time and question why not until now. If you are here...and hearing these words--know that your time is now 11-11-12.
As you heal, your emotional and vibrational offering shifts...Imagine if every wounded child of an ACoA embraced this healing information now--Imagine if all those breathing today in one giant wave began to remove the veils that separate them from self and divinity--Imagine the pure positive energy--imagine the love and the compassion for self that would flood our earth--and imagine the shift in mans consciousness that could occur on a mass level.
A new earth is upon us.
Brothers and sisters...if you are here--you are ready to begin your journey home to Self and meet the changes that are going on with our earth as it enters a new day.
Namaste....
Hi Lisa,
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful message! I found I had to look back, at least at first. I had to understand why I felt the way I did about myself, how I got there. Now, I try to focus on healing and how I can find a way to be the person I was meant to be--minus the ACOA damage. Just wanted to say thanks for sharing your journey--I don't have many people to connect to that have walked a similar path in life.
Sandra
Hi Sandra,
ReplyDeleteThe truth is we are all wounded children whether from ACoA issues or just plain ol' life...None of us escape. But lately my ideas about pain is shifting.
Without pain, there would have been no emotional mountains for me to climb within self.
I am discovering that the only way to heal self--is through self.
I--like you had to look back and make sense of the pain. I entered into this world a incredibly sensitive and empathetic child...so when my family treated me poorly--it cut me to my soul, and created a veil between me and self.
It seemed impossible to believe that I was lovable--because my own family showed so little love for me that I could understand--in the form of nurturing vibrations.
When I was a little girl, I could not hug a clean floor, or feel white walls...Although my mother presumed I should have known I was loved because of how hard she tried to keep our home clean--I--the feeling creature I was, (am) could not relate to a presumption...I needed to 'feel' love on a vibrational level--and sadly I did not.
I understand deeper--that my life was supposed to be difficult. I was supposed to learn to believe in self and to honor the Christ seed that was planted inside of me, before I was even born...I was supposed to hurt--and heal myself--because in experiencing deep varying forms of human emotions, I have been equalized to all...and thus this makes me a much more intuitive wounded healer myself...
Namaste Sandra...and please stop by and comment anytime...
We are all light...