Suicide--The Call Home

When I was a young adolescent, and contemplating suicide, I wondered if perhaps I was crazy for wanting to die. Everyone else I knew seemed so happy.

A much older version of me now looks back, and understands that in many ways that child is in fact gone. I have died and been born many times, and will go on doing so as my mind expands and my understanding of who I am in this time space reality continues to grow. This is not only true for me, but for you as well. Who you are today, is not who you were ten years ago, nor should you be.

Suicide is not about death. It is about a wanting--a wanting for peace. The more off course a soul is the greater the call of death. The more pure and gentle a soul--the more intense are those external experiences that become like razors to a souls heart. Suicide can become like a trumpeters blow, calling a soul home--back to peace.

The tragedy is not in the death...The tragedy is in the life that, for whatever reason was deprived of its right to be--to exist--and to know joy.

The tragedy is not in the resting of the soul. Instead, it is in the experiences of the life that learned it was not good enough--that it was ill--weak--inappropriate--defective, and not worthy.

But even death is an illusion. As are all our silly so called mundane problems--for life for all beings is a temporary thing--more like a piece of dust traveling through space than a mountain on a molehill.

Life equals life and its value is not determined by race, creed, religion or by dollars and cents. All beings--all life exists by the same luck of the draw. Only ignorance and short sidedness could believe anything less.

Brothers and sisters all are we. The earth our mother, heaven our father, and life the gift of the universe itself. The trees protect us, the grass comforts our feet, and the sun blankets us in warmth. Rain washes us, renews and restores us, and reminds us to sit back and be thankful for it all.

Love all things, if not with your words, with your heart, and remember often that all life is a temporary thing, and that even death itself is an illusion. Death is the door that returns us to the place we existed before we entered this physical time space reality, wherever that place is...

Who You Really Are/Cosmic Reality

In immense appreciation for all that is, I write to you today.

With tears of love, joy, and gratefulness, I extend from within me to all who find themselves upon these words now.

We are all brothers and sisters. We are all as cosmic as we are flesh and bones. We are all as light as we are heavy.

We are not small. We are the heavens as well as the earth.

From dust;cosmic dust, and through the vortex's that have been, life has been summoned into the magnificent creation called man.

Our evolution is incomplete, and shall never be fulfilled, for it is our destiny to create from what has been before.

From a vortex we came forth. From a vortex we create now, and through a vortex shall we part from this physical time space reality, and to a vortex shall we find ourselves again.

Like a ferris wheel that never stops spinning, we beings transition through various states of consciousness.

We are all one. We are all of the same origin. There is no separation between beings, unless the mind accepts this as so.

This planet is like an amusement park for consciousness in physical form. Man is a creator, and can do with his physical life what he wishes.

Here, with physical bodies, we are meant to enjoy this physical planet called earth, one another and the gift of physicality itself.

It is our true nature to appreciate, to feel worthy and to above all else...Love...

Namaste...

An Open Letter To Esther Hicks

Dear Esther,

I wish there were a way you could feel the magnificent way your teachings make me feel each morning, as I sit in the comfort of my tiny living room, surrounded my the things that bring me joy.

Your allowing of the teachings of Abraham to flow through you, and your choice to share these pearls with the universe have blessed me in innumerable ways.

Your interpretations of Abraham and the unique way in which you relay those teachings to us, your students, awakens pathways in me that may have never been awakened had it not been for you.

I wanted to take this time to thank you in a way only I know how to do, and that is with my words expressed through writing.

Thank you Esther for helping me remember who I really am, who we all really are, and what my true purpose is here in this physical time space reality, as an extension of pure source energy.

I am a physical representation of all that is non physical. I am as a star, and a star is as I am.

I get it Esther, and your teachings help keep me in alignment in those moments when I find myself stumbling through contrast...

I love you...

Forever...

Lisa A. Romano

Manifesting-Could It Really Be That Simple?

We all dream. We all want, but how many of us get what we wish for?

For many, it seems that life is more full of the things we don't want, rather than with the things we do want. We all want to be thin, be beautiful, and to of course be rich. But instead most of us are overweight, far from gorgeous, and just about making ends meet. So what's the problem? Why aren't we yet a world full of deliberate, happy creators, drawing into our experience the things of our dreams?

For all those who have read the book and watched the movie called "The Secret", you may feel as I do that something was missing from the story. While I appreciate very much the message that was so beautifully brought to the publics attention, I cannot help but feel that there was a particular idea that could have been expanded upon a bit more extensively that would have helped all those who had true intentions of using the LOA to their advantage.

Yes, thoughts become things and what you think about is what you bring about, but the real clincher to this law is not what is going on in the head as much as it is about what is going on in the heart.

I think a better mantra for the movie and life for that matter is, "What you feel, becomes real".

The LOA is responding not to what you think consciously. Instead it is responding to what you feel. When people speak about their truth, they usually refer to "what their heart knows or feels."

If you ask most people who are now divorced, they will probably tell you that way before they got married, they knew "in their heart" they shouldn't have married their spouse. If they're truly honest, and at a healthy stage of self awareness, they will also probably tell you that along their life's path they often felt "their heart" telling them that they should never have gotten married to their partner at all. They will also tell you, how happy they are now, that they eventually found the courage to "follow their heart" and ultimately got divorced.

People who are barely making ends meet are most often than not, people who are in jobs they do not like. Because they spend so much of their time feeling negatively towards where they work, they unfortunately fail to spend time thinking about how they want to feel.

The Law of Attraction is simple. What you feel, becomes real, good or bad. Your biggest brain isn't in your head or in your pants, its in your chest. Your heart knows what's good for you.

Manifesting deliberately is a simple process. First and foremost you have to follow your joy. Each being born was created to live to its fullest potential. A rose is beautiful because it knows its supposed to be a rose. What would a rose who was unhappy it was a rose look like? What if a rose really wanted to be a tulip or a daisy? The rose would be confused and undoubtedly would not be the symbol of love it has become today.

When you listen to your heart, and deliberately seek to experience the things that bring you joy, whether that is dancing, or writing, or raising animals, you come into alignment, mind-body-and soul with the very source that created you.

When you know what you want will bring you joy, then being joyful first will resonate from within you and become like a magnet, and draw to you the equivalent vibration of joy.

If you believe being thin will bring you joy, then starting a business you have been dreaming about starting will bring you the joy you will need to help you attract the joy you believe being thin will create in you. You will naturally lose weight, merely because you are following your bliss "first" by starting that business your heart has been urging you to begin.

Remember, "What you feel, you can make real."

Knowing what brings you joy is key. Following that joy right here and right now, is also key. Eventually in time as you begin to finally tip the scales of bliss in your favor, your physical time space reality will begin to reveal to you evidence of your inner desires.

Remember too, that if you allow yourself to feel frustrated, only more frustrating situations and circumstances can stay active in your life. When you begin to harness the power that is found in the NOW by deliberately focusing on the things that bring you happiness, in spite of whatever nonsense is going on around you, you've then joined the ranks of the very few, but very happy joyful deliberate creators.

Change Your Belief and Begin Deliberating Manifesting

Your life is representative of your beliefs.

If you want to use the LOA to your full advantage, you will then need to know what your belief systems are.

If you do not take the time to first truly understand what motivates you, you may unknowingly frustrate yourself while trying to deliberately manifest your desires.

If you want love, yet do not subconsciously believe in your worth, you may blame the LOA for letting you down, although the truth would be, the LOA was in fact working perfectly. You always bring about what you think about...good or bad...

Blending Your Physical Mind With Your Higher Self; THE KEY TO THE LOA

The law of attraction is an amazing thing. If understood efficiently, a person can literally have, be and do whatever their physical mind can imagine.

Its not that simple however. In order for you to be able to use the LOA to your full advantage, it will be necessary for you to understand a few key concepts.

The physical mind must be in harmony with the higher self. Your brain allows you to imagine things, or experiences in your mind that you may wish to attract into your life. Your higher self however isn't as interested in the images as it is the "feelings" or the "vibrations" the images in your brain create in your heart field.

Your higher self will attract to you various situations that will help you achieve the vibrational match to the image that is being created in your physical mind.

It will help you to remember that your higher self may not attract the exact "thing" your physical mind is imagining. It will however draw into your experience those things that match the vibration the "thing" you imagined created.

Reactions Reinforce The Law of Attraction

Whatever you are reacting to, you are in fact creating, recreating and keeping alive in your vibration.

Regardless of what you THINK you want, desire, or wish to manifest means nothing, if you are still reacting within the walls of your heart, mind and bodies cells to those things you do not want.

If you want wealth, you cannot continue to beat the drum of poverty or lack.

If you want love, confidence and health you cannot continue to beat the drum of insecurity and sickness.

When you feel thin even though in time and space you are fat, you will begin to lose weight.

When you feel confident even though in time and space you are not yet surrounded by those who support you, you will then begin to attract those who reflect back to you your new found feelings of self love.

The Law of Attraction and Self Doubt

The law of attraction is at work whether a being acknowledges it is or not. If we are fear based, or anxiety based our external experience will reinforce that fear and anxiety. A fear based anxious being quite literally takes what could be a joyous, pleasant experience and perceives it as anxiety provoking.

Spirit guides are all around us. In my opinion this is a fact. But if I did not believe in them, I would not experience the ease of knowing they exist.

Self doubt is one reason why we are so often pulled out of alignment with our greater purpose. We doubt what we think, what we feel and even what we believe.

If we grew up in homes with overbearing parents, who conditioned us to doubt our own feelings, and if we have not dealt with this issue effectively in our adult lives, this could be effecting our ability to use the law of attraction deliberately.

The Law of Attraction/It's Not What You Say-It's What You Mean

Many people who do not understand the true principles of the law of attraction, and it's omnipotence, tend to think of the LOA as some made up story by some money hungry opportunistic author slash business person. Unfortunately there has been somewhat of a backlash regarding all the media attention around books like "The Secret" and "The Power." This is unfortunate, because the very people who poo poo the principles of the LOA are the very ones who could benefit the most by opening themselves up to learning more about it.

The LOA is at play whether a mind consciously accepts it is or not. Angry people tend to get sicker more often than those who tend to be more peaceful. Angry emotions trigger the secretions of chemicals within the body that cause elevations in blood pressure, as well as insulin and cortisol. Anger is an emotion that constricts blood flow and cuts oneself off from feelings of happiness. If a person chooses to entertain thoughts of anger, his thoughts will bring about an equal chemical reaction in his body. What happens in the mind, also happens in the body.

The body, like the universe is not concerned with what "words" are coming out of someone's mouth. If my neighbor despises me, and yet each day says "Good morning, how are you?", his words are empty while his vibration is full of negativity.

If you say you are not nervous, and yet inside your mind you panic consistently over things you cannot control, the universe will only feel your panic. The universe is not a speaking plane. It is a feeling plane.

The universe isn't listening to you, it's feeling you.

Before You Start Using The Law of Attraction, Know This

With all the hoopla circulating around the law of attraction, and being one who is a diligent student of the laws of the universe, I wonder just how deeply these laws are understood by others.

In my earlier days of learning about the law of attraction, I was often confused. It seemed so simple. I attract what I think about. But the more time I spent studying the laws the more I began to understand that manifesting desires isn't such a simple process after all.

So much of what we think is not conscious. So much of what we do is based on our subconscious belief systems. Therefore unless we first uncover what our subconscious beliefs are about ourselves, our worthiness, and so on, nothing we "think we think" is going to be able to bring about "what we think" we desire.

If you desire a loving partner who is going to respect you for who you are, validate you as a person, and honor your feelings, yet on a subconscious level you do not love your self, respect your self, or honor your own feelings, no matter what hogwash you consciously think about you will never be able to manifest a truly loving partner.

If you subconsciously resent rich people, yet consciously ask the universe for more money, you will not be efficient at manifesting riches, because your true vibrational offering is negative towards people with money.

If you want your children to love themselves, yet subconsciously you have yet to come into harmony with your own soul, your vibrational offering is not a match to what is going on inside of your mind consciously.

If you want a new car, and yet are angry because it has not yet arrived in your reality, your subconscious attitude of "not having" will override any empty words you speak inside your head, journal about or meditate upon.

Before you go and start frustrating yourself thinking you are using the law of attraction to your advantage, know that the universe isn't listening to your words. Instead it's feeling the words you cannot hear.

In order to truly master your time space reality, you must first know your subconscious mind, spend time analyzing it, deprogram it, and then reprogram it. It is not possible to manifest without knowing what is first going on inside of you on a subconscious level. The vibrational offering of your subconscious is what the universe is responding to.